History is All You Left Me | Adam Silvera

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Goodreads Synopsis: 
When Griffin’s first love and ex-boyfriend, Theo, dies in a drowning accident, his universe implodes. Even though Theo had moved to California for college and started seeing Jackson, Griffin never doubted Theo would come back to him when the time was right. But now, the future he’s been imagining for himself has gone far off course.

To make things worse, the only person who truly understands his heartache is Jackson. But no matter how much they open up to each other, Griffin’s downward spiral continues. He’s losing himself in his obsessive compulsions and destructive choices, and the secrets he’s been keeping are tearing him apart.

If Griffin is ever to rebuild his future, he must first confront his history, every last heartbreaking piece in the puzzle of his life.

I just loved this book so much! I don’t know how many times I started crying while reading this. I loved Griffin and I felt so bad for him and Jackson through out the entire book. One thing that I really loved was how Adam didn’t paint Theo as this all amazing person that never did anything wrong. 

I also loved how easy it would have been to make Griffin and Jackson fall in love but this book did NOT take that route. Which I loved.

All in all, I would recommend this one, but watch out, it will make you want to build a puzzle!